konfesasi.

yang baya aku semua muka matang macam tak baya aku ke aku yang tak macam baya dorang eh entah kalau aku didirikan sebeleh salah sorang dorang nampak jelas muka dia konfiden gembira dah nak grad muka aku baru hai saya budak baru nak merangkak belajar sem satu tipu lah kata aku tak terasa setiap kali aku tengok dorang aku tak boleh nak fake sangat lah dalam blog ni konon ceria sangat sebab ayah aku pun baca blog ni tapi belakang cerita aku taklah gagah mana pun walaupun aku suka wonder woman eh kbye eh tapi macam nak cakap lagi sebab down aku pun aku rasa lapang dan gembira jugak dengan pilah yang aman kawan yang moderate routine hampir setiap malam turun main bola tampar dalam angin bayu gunung walaupun dalam keadaan baru habis kelas pukul sepuluh malam dengan terujanya terus turun court main hilang stres yang takla beban mana pun stres aku tapi serius refreshing gila rutin kat sini tapi indah lagi lah kalau takde rasa down sebabkan benda lalu rasa konon boleh terima dah tapi sentiasa ada benda trigger rasa macam nak cursing ni tapi tak moleklah nak tulis lagi-lagi ayah baca tapi ketahuilah aku gagah dalam lemah ke lemah dalam gagah masih aku bersyukur aku mampu ketawa hari-hari.

chin up.

"Macamana kau tau?"

"Akak kan famous"

"Si takkenalsape tau"

"Si unknown tau"

"Semua orang tau"

 -..-"

 

Don't worry ibu ayah

I will make you proud, again. 

Like I always did before. Trust me.

the beauty of every single day.

These few weeks have been so messed up though I do look tranquil.
Once, a friend told me;

"Kita ni muda lagi. Kenapa nak stress dengan benda-benda kecik? Masa ni lah nak buat apa yang tua nanti tak boleh buat"

Yes. You've blown up my mind , mate. Thank you :)

Dear readers especially ladies,

You should have a journal or better than that, a scrapbook. And let's start with
 - take a long deep breath and a bismillah
- write things that you are grateful you have them
- write good things you have done that day and applause to yourself.
- write bad things that happened that day and try to figure what are the good within them.
- write what you want to achieve on that day/ the next day
- write what are your dreams though they are impossible.
- write what do you want in your life, what do you want to do, where do you want to go etc
- fill it with quotes that make your dreams alive
- fill it with sketches, pictures, colors etc.
- be creative, be positive, be a believer.

And the most important thing after you've done writing, take a small positive action towards what you want to achieve or what you want to be. A small action leads to a big change. Though I'm lack of time, money and limited to do what I really want to do, journalism do makes me feel good. And one day, you'll read it back and smile to see how interesting your life can be and be grateful to be you, yourself.

 "The future belong to those who believe in the beauty of their dream"

Ah tipulah takde hari tahi but live must go on bebeh
and have a great day, readers :)